Today or When

Today I woke up with a hurting heart, but it wasn't from medical problems

It was from a forgotten love of my past that painfully re-entered my dreams

During these dreams, I felt as if I were reborn

I felt the feeling of love again without a worry in the world

It was she who made me happy

It was she who opened my heart and committed murder to all my pain

However, this murder wasn't total death

The pain came back and it came back to stay

Now it's infected and peroxide doesn't even foam...so maybe I'm not normal

I'll probably never see her again in this life unless she continues to peacefully visit my dreams

If she does, maybe one day I can stay

Stay with her in another world

Stay with her in another time

Stay with her by not waking up

At least my heart will never hurt again