Sound Asleep

Sitting on the porch...scared to ring the bell

I wait for you to see me...I sit scared as hell

Rocking in the chair...hoping the squeaks bring you near

I wait for you to hear me...I'm alone so filled

...with fear

Pacing on the hardwood...not knowing what to say

When you see me pacing...when you make your way

Laying on your welcome mat...not feeling very welcome

I guess you're in there sleeping...you're so peaceful

...when you sleep

Freezing on the outside...so cold but yet so sweet

Your body's on the inside...I'd kill to feel your heat

Dialing on my phone...the number of your phone

I can't mash send...so now I'm

...going home

Walking towards my car...I'm down about myself

Getting in my car...I want to kill myself

You make me feel complete...At the same time I'm me

I'm so always not complete...without you I'm

...never free

Free from depressive states...of mind, body and soul

Free from sad days with me...free from sad

...days alone

Turning my ignition switch...bright lights start shining through

My eyes are blinded momentarily...holy shit

...it's you

Sitting on the porch together...not worried about the bell

We're looking in each other's eyes...I'm no longer scared as hell

This night will be a memory...one that's sure to keep

I didn't want to wake you...I thought you were

...sound asleep